Diarised Descent

Dear diary,

Today I’m going to start a little experiment to get back at my stupid older sister and her dumb boyfriend Jason.  The two of them are always making fun of me because I’m so much smarter than them, but they actually think they are doing better than me at life.  The annoying thing is that at the moment they may be right.  Lisa is working for a fashion company and Jason runs his own business. They’re pretty well off between them and have a nice house and everything. Meanwhile I graduated from university with a Masters in biochemistry, but it isn’t helping me out at all.  I can’t seem to get tenure for my research projects as I’m just not quite smart enough.  So here I am - early twenties, no permanent job, no boyfriend and nothing but a lot of qualifications.  It’s time to do something about it.

I know that it’s a little dangerous, but I have a theory that if I stimulate certain areas of my brain I can make myself smarter - certainly smart enough to be the best.  I’ve formulated a drug that I think will work and I’m going to start taking the pills and see if it works.  If I get smarter I can do anything I like and wipe the smug grins off their stupid faces.  I’ll record the results here in my diary and we’ll see what happens.

Day three:

Well diary, It’s been two days and I don’t feel noticeably smarter.  I have to admit though - I have enjoyed the side-effects of the pills so far. The pills are making me really horny. They must be stimulating the bits of my brain that control pleasure and it feels so good. I mean I haven’t been with a guy for a long time and I usually have quite a low sex drive, but that hasn’t stopped me from being a naughty girl and playing with myself every night when I get home from university.  I’ve been masturbating almost constantly, and I found myself looking at porn instead of reading my favourite science journals. Ooooh, I can’t but help play with my boobs and my pussy almost constantly and when I cum, it feels better than usual.

I've been enjoying dressing up a bit in some of my sisters clothes. I 'borrowed' them from her wardrobe. I don't know why, but it makes me really wet and horny to put on her stuff - especially her bodysuits and high heels. I can't stop cumming when I'm all dressed up and I can play with my pussy. The drugs sure have made me randy, I’m hoping that as my body gets used to them these feeling will abate. I wasn't expecting side-effects, but it’s certainly too early to stop yet and I'm sure I'll be smarter soon.

Day four:

It’s been a really strange day today diary.  I just felt so cooped up and bored and restless.  My brain couldn’t seem to focus on anything and after three hours in the lab I had got nothing done. I decided to bunk off early and on the way home I found myself going into a bar.  I hadn’t been in a bar for years and I liked how alive it felt, plus there were loads of hot guys in there. I still feel really horny and my pussy started to get wet as I sat there and fantasized about all the guys I could see.  I bought myself a drink, I know it was early, but it was nice to sit at the bar and drink and dream about one of the hot guys hitting on me.  I know none of them would because I don’t look pretty enough today.  I began wishing I was wearing my sisters clothes again - then they would notice me. I can't spend my life stealing her things though, so on the way home I stopped at the store and bought some new clothes for myself. I can’t wait to try them on. I just think I’ll finish writing in here and then I’ll go and enjoy myself.  I’m definitely going to have to masturbate again - I ordered some sex toys from the internet too, I hope they arrive soon.  I think I might double the dose of my pills, they don’t seem to be making me smarter but I like how sexy they make me feel.

Day Five

Dear Diary.  I didn’t waste my time going to university today, instead I went shopping!  I loved the new clothes and makeup I had bought yesterday so much, that I decided to get more instead of wasting my time on boring academia.  I spent all day with my credit card buying new things and trying them on. I even booked an appointment at the hairdresser for a new style, I think it’s time for something more feminine and sexy. 

Best of all though, when I got home my sex toys had arrived so I ran to my room and got them out.  It felt so good to ram a big rubber cock deep into my throbbing pussy and moan like a little slut in the comfort of my bedroom.  As I enjoyed myself, I began wishing I had a boyfriend - I had never cared before, but now I wanted a guy to put his hard cock in me.  That would feel so good to get fucked like a hot little slut.  Ohhh, I think I’ll have to put some porn on again and take more of my pills. I'll finish this entry tomorrow after I've squirted a few times.

Day Six

Hey Diary.  These pills must be finally working, cos I realised something important today.  I don’t need to waste my time on academic research and trying to be smart if I spend all my time trying to be prettier and more feminine instead.  You see, since I started dressing nicer and putting lots of makeup on, I’ve noticed that guys are paying a lot more attention to me - so I figured that is probably an easier route to success.  In fact, it’s pretty sexy to pretend to be dumb.  When I was dumb in the shop today and I giggled, I noticed all the guys wanted to do things for me.  It was so hot.  I like being dumb, I like being ditzy.  It feels nice and I like to feel nice.  I love how high my sex drive is, I’m almost constantly horny these days and it’s soooo hot.  Being hot is important I think… I have this really sexy body so I should make it look attractive and use it to get what I want.  There’s a long way to go, I like need to lose weight so I joined a gym but things are really starting to happen for me.  I’m going to dinner at my sisters tomorrow and I hope I can make her a little bit jealous with how good I look now.  Oooh, I wonder what Jason will think of me now?

Day Seven

So, it’s only been like one week since I started taking my pills - but I’m feeling really good about the whole thing.  Tonight was amazing.  My sister couldn’t believe how sexy I’m looking and I made her totally jealous.  Jason’s mouth nearly dropped open when he saw me and the little black dress I’d squeezed myself into.  I wish my boobies were a bit bigger though, big tits would look so hot. Maybe I should like get some surgery. Being hot is good and I made sure I acted dumb all night and giggled at everything Jason said.  As the night went on he started flirting with me and before we left he put his hand on my butt and squeezed it when my sister couldn’t see.  I think he likes me… I like him a lot more now than I used to.  He’s kinda cute.

Day Fifteen

Hey diary - sorry it’s been like so long but I’ve been far too busy to write in you. You see,  I’ve been having lots of hot nasty sex with boys and it’s like I finally discovered my true purpose in life. Turns out I’m really good in bed and I now I love being stuffed full of big, hard, cock.  I went from having no sex, to having it all the time.  I found out that my little mouth looks so much nicer with a big dick in it and I also love the taste of cum so much.  When guys put their dicks in my pussy and my ass, it feel so great that it makes me wanna melt.  I exist to bring men pleasure now.  I’m still taking my pills, though I’ve tripled my dose now as it makes me feel really good.

The sluttier I can be, the better. I love the sensation of cum gushing out from a cock, covering me... drenching me... making me feel so alive. I always have perfect makeup now, except when some hung guy is painting my face with his sperm... but I love how pretty that makes me feel as well.

Day Seventeen

I’m a dumb, naughty little slut.  I just wanted to write those words down because they make me feel so complete.  When I say them and repeat them, they make me shiver with joy.  Dumb… naughty… slut.  I like boys, I like big cocks and I like being a slut.  

Fuck it - I need to get laid by a boy with a big cock tonight. Hehe, might write about it when I get back.

Day Nineteen

Dear Diary, writing in a diary is kinda boring and old fashioned- but I do have important news to tell you.  I started taking these pills to get one over on my sister, but I found an even better way than just being smarter than her.  Last night I fucked her boyfriend and boy did it feel good. 

Jason didn't want to fuck me at first, but he couldn't resist my tight pussy and slutty body. I waited till I could get him alone and had my hand in his pants almost instantly. He tried to resist, but as I told him what an Alpha he was and how much I wanted him to dominate me - he quickly lost control and needd to be inside me. He bent me over and called me a whore, his dick slid inside me soooooo good. It felt great, his hands on my breasts ooooh it was so hot.  He called me his slut and it makes me go weak at the knees to think about it.  I am his slut.  I’m every guys slut.  I love being pretty and popular and not having to think so hard anymore. 

I told Jason I wanted him to make me his side chick. I wanted to be his little cumbunny and he would control me and use me like a toy. I would be the perfect slut my sister never could be. It really turned him on. I'm looking forward to unleashing his dominant side and helping him become my master. I'll even encourage him to dominate my sister. Maybe we can slip some pills into her food as well.

Now I have Jason to do my thinking for me, things are gonna be a lot easier. I can just concentrate on what is important, looking good, shopping and being good in bed. Jason cummed so hard inside me, I couldn't stop moaning and giggling - there was so much spunk dripping out of me. I loved how hard I made him nut.

Thinking about it makes me wanna cum again. I'm just a fucking slut who needs sex. I don't have time to waste with a diary any more. I just wanna be a whore and corrupt my sister and her boyfriend. This is so good, I feel so alive.

Day one hundred - Final entry

Like, hey diary!  I like totally forgot I had you... I found you today when I was looking for a butt plug under the bed. Hehe, it was kinda cute reading about what happened, I normally HATE reading now, it's too many words for me - but this was hot.

Sooooo much has changed since I last wrote in you. I've had LOADS of surgery to give me the body I wanted. My tits and ass are HUGE now and I love them. My mind feels even better, I'm still taking my pills ALL the time. Oh it's so hot - I’m just a soft little weak pretty slut who has such a perfect life.   My pussy is so pretty and I love having boys admire me and tell me how hot I am. 

I got Master, I mean Jason, to corrupt my sister and pump her full of pills too. Now she and I are slutty sisters and it was so fun watching her become a dumb cum-slut. Jason tells us what to do and he looks after us and in return we suck his big cock, dress nice for him and treat him good.  His business is doing really well and he’s promised to buy us lots of nice things if we are good girls. Me and sister have never been closer, we share everything now - especially cum 

Hehe, reading this back is crazy. I can’t believe I used to be a boring nerd, my pills have really helped me realise what I want in life.

I just wanna be dumb.  I just wanna be pretty.  I just wanna be a slut...

Is that what you want too?

Bye diary, I think this is my final entry.

THE END